Watching Land Before Time II with my favorite person.
:)
Our first tree swallow hatchling this season.
(Source: furys, via vodkaandvogue)
26703You are the hole in my head
You are the space in my bed
You are the silence in between what I thought
And what I said
You are the nighttime fear
You are the morning when it’s clear
When it’s over you’ll start
You’re my head
You’re my heart
No light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day
You can’t choose what stays and what fades away
And I’d do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
No light
Tell me what you want me to say
Through the crowd, I was crying out
And in your place there were a thousand other faces
I was disappearing in plain sight
Heaven help me, I need to make it right
the things i won’t say.
I already left you that voicemail a week or two ago. I don’t think there is anything else for me to say.
Thank you for being around the times you were. You are an incredible person. I miss you. But I think somewhere you know that and if it doesn’t matter than that’s enough.
If you left because I was hurt one time when you ditched me I can’t say you should’ve stayed. As I said, I will always be hurt when people go back on what they say especially seeing that I would get all my stuff done before you got out of work all the time.
I have never met someone who says they have absolutely no reason to stop speaking to me. I’m not sure I believe that.
I fucking miss you. I miss your impenetrable optimism. I miss listening to music with you and talking for hours. I miss falling asleep next to you after the sun rose on us. I miss you in those atrocious sweatpants.
You said over and over that you would regret this. I hope you don’t. I hope you find true happiness to confirm your optimism. I hope you don’t have to look back and have regrets. I’m sorry you didn’t get into graduate school. You really deserved it. I’m sure every kid that you work with could tell you that.
You are so amazing. But you know that. I told you I didn’t want you to get involved with me because I didn’t want to tarnish you with my problems. Maybe that’s why you left.
I wish you the very best. And miss the absolute hell out of you.
[Flash 10 is required to watch video]
On The Radio.
been sleeping so strange at night.
been sleeping upside down in bed since you left.
brb. meltdown.
curled up with wolfie’s collar and wine.
